Saturday, April 3, 2010

the evil in my heart

I have witnessed and experienced the atrocities that man has committed. I am no less guilty.

An April Fool's prank that I took part in made me realize how evil I can be. Looking back I thought about how malicious, how manipulative, how maniacal I was to keep perpetuating this "joke" all in the name of my own fun. At another person's expense.

I cannot apologize enough to poor VH. She's such a good sport for not hating me or others forever for this joke. I couldn't help but think of Jonathan Edwards' sermon from way back when, because of this.

I am a sinner, but I know He's got me covered because He unbelievably loves this helpless fool writing these words.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

everything you said was true, God is good and we are so unworthy of His love. hallelujah for the cross.

BUT. i don't really feel bad about the prank at all. hehe.