passing on that light

So I realize yet again that the hours of 2-4am is when I write and philosophize the most. So here we go...

In class today I was lectured on how much the Korean people invest so much time and effort into their children's education. So intense is their devotion it is even to the point in which the government will personally step in and help.

Of course this got me thinking about my own education. How much time and effort have I invested in mine? In the same thought processes, I realize it was almost 5 years ago that I applied for college and is now 4 years ago that I've been accepted and now about to finish. Oh, where has the time gone?

On another note, last night was the last CCF Core Group meeting I got to chair. Each Core Group meeting I've attended or chaired has always been emotionally and spiritually charged. This one was no exception. As we all celebrated the welcoming of our new president and the end of the meeting with crepes provided by our wonderful adviosrs, I could not help but think back to the ones of the past that were held in that wonderful room we call the Fishbowl.

Many people part of Core Group past and present were conferred there. Many discussions about how God is moving us were discussed there. The last 3 (including our current) presidents have been conferred there. So much has occurred in such a space and I pray that the Moleskin I've been carrying for 4 years has documented each one well enough.

Despite this, questions keep popping up. Was I capable enough? Through His hands, was my work good enough? Did I say the right things? Did I do enough? Is this the legacy I want to leave behind?

Whatever the answers maybe, I need not worry. I have no doubt in my mind that our current group of CCFers will continue pursuing to establish His Kingdom here on earth. How wonderful is His grace and love for humanity!